Brave kins of the victims sat in the
audience and listened to Breivik's testimony in court today.
The perpetrator spoke in detail, almost
without interruption. It was a dignified silence in the room. Out of respect
for the dead.
Still, a silent scream was felt
throughout the nervous system, as Breivik did not remember the name of the
first person he shot dead. Prosecutor Bejer Engh said, with what was perceived
as a mix of fire and water in her eyes, in a calm voice: "Berntsen, was
his name."
The
greatest threat
Something happened when she said it. No
technical language could violate the victims' humanity after this sentence.
Berntsen, was his name.
He died first, he was chosen to die first
because the perpetrator saw the police officer Trond Berntsen as his biggest
threat. Bejer Engh did not let Breivik move on without remembering his name.
We knew what was coming. A seemingly
emotionless explanation of 69 murders shocked us deeply. But the red eyes of
the prosecutor, her calmness and directness, in confrontation with a testimony
that cut into our hearts, made us stronger, in spite of the grief and pain that
rolled up inside.
What was about to become a technical
review of the events of the one hour massacre in Utøya, was stopped by every
victim's name, which rose up in our memory. The persons they were. The faces we
were familiar with. The youth who had found a community. The sparkling spirit of
young people who spent their summer in dedication to solidarity.
They came to life for us, with the
sentence, "Berntsen, was his name."
No
longer a number
Now the dead and the injured are going
to be presented as individual persons again, they are no longer a number in the
series or Breivik's "targets". He has been sitting leaned back in the
court today, allowed to talk freely about the absence of his feelings. And he used
words for the dead that are tied to his virtual war, and he shook the entire
world with his use of language.
In his head he declared war on the
entire Norwegian society. He divided people into target categories, gave
himself a mandate, and carried out his deadly strategy.
Anders Breivik Behring must be the
loneliest man on the planet today. Lonely, but not alone. Breivik was surrounded
by the Norwegian justice system. He was protected by Norwegian law.
No
rage
No one gave him their rage. No one gave
the killer the confirmation he seems to expect. The hatred towards him.
He was asked why he uses such a
technical language. He said it is not possible for him to use normal language
about his crime. I protect myself, he allows himself to say.
It was announced that this day in court
would be tough. Still no-one can prepare for something like that. Experienced journalists
who have covered crime for decades, say that they have not seen anything like
it.
It is in this room, where the rights of Breivik
as a human being is protected, that he will be made responsible for every
single murder.